Cry

 ah I can't remember the last time I cried 

I think its been months 

I'm not talking about the tantrum kind of cry, or upset kind of cry, or even the despair kind

i'm talking about the soul cleansing kind, the kind that makes you feel better 

I'm under too much pressure, I can't find a release

I have too much worries 

I need to be strong, stronger than what I think I'm capable of 

I've tried all kinds of methods: songs, movies, tv shows, dramas, etc.

nothing works

I think something is broken 

have you ever felt like you need to cry? like you just have to and it'll be alright 

but you just can't 

I don't know what I need

you think going to god will help?

it just might 

or 

it won't